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I Got to Know..

                               
                              I got to know that no one could live one's life along with us in every moment, when my best part of my soul[My best buddy] got transferred to some other place, leaving me. I felt bad and so started being with myself.
                               I got to know that  a person could change along with time, when one of my best friends is no more in contact with me as our sections divided in our high school. I felt very bad and so I started being with myself.
                               I got to know that what could a heart feel, when a friend denied me for being a best friend of mine. I got hurt and so I started being with myself.
                               I got to know how deeply a heart could break without a noise, when a group of my friends cheated and lied for making me to stay off from my tuition for a week.I felt to be alone and so I started being with myself.
                               I got to know that  every person could have dual faces when one of my childhood friends had spread a rumor about me. I felt like trusting no one and so I started being with myself.
                                I got to know that holding our own anger doesn't make the things easier, when I got no reaction from my dad. Instead it burnt me. I felt like being with myself should be in the way like adjusting with myself.
                              I got to know that the emotions of every heart could be the same and alike, when one of my friends cried for the same reason to which I felt very bad. I felt like equalizing the emotional levels and so I started respecting others while being with myself.
                              I got to know that being with myself in every bad situation can make many things better than before. Obviously I started loving myself.




As soon I started Loving Myself..

                               I got to know that I can control my anger.
                             I got to know that I have started being an Openhearted and Straight forward.
                               I got to know that I can scan the mindset of the people.
                              I got to know that even my enemies admires to spend their time along with me.
                               I got to know that I can weigh the people against my Egos.
                               I got to know that I started loving the people who comes in contact with me.
                               I got to know that 'Mind' is the most Powerful thing in this world, through which I really got to know the secret of My Happiness...





To
   My friends,
[Those who asks me about the secret of My Happiness that how I can manage myself to be happy at every moment.. Here is my Answer.....]

" To be frank, I really don't manage myself to be happy. Instead, I learn t to accept the things that comes in my way.
And.. Obviously, My life started being Lively as soon I started being and Loving MYSELF. "

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Thank You !!




Thank you for sharing your precious time for Me.


I have received your submission...


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మన జీవితం !!


మన జీవితం రైల్వే సమూహము లాంటిది.

రైలు మన జీవితం లాంటిది. అది పట్టాలపైన పోతుంది. ఒకటి మంచి, ఇంకొకటి చెడు. ఇవి ఒత్తిడిగ ఉండటానికి రాళ్ళు సహాయం చేస్తుంది. అది మన జీవితం లో జరిగే బాధలు, సంతోషాలు, బంధాలు, కోపతాపాలు.

రైలు లో ఉన్న జనాలు మన జీవితం లో జరిగే సంఘటనలు. తమ తమ స్థానాలు వచినప్పుడు దానికి అనుకూలంగా వెళ్ళిపోతుంది.

రైలు లాంటి మన జీవితం ముందుకు సాగటానికి తోడ్పడేది మన మనస్సు. అది ఎలా పోవాలని తెలిపేదే మన బుద్ధి. ఇక్కడ మనస్సు అనగా ఎంజినే, బుద్ధి అనగా దాని నడిపే మనిషి.

ఒక్కొక్కసారి మంచి,చెడలు అనే పట్టాలు జీవిత అంతానికి గురి అవుతుంది. అది ఎప్పుడు అవుతుందని మనం ఉహించాగలమా .....!!!






* With some grammatical mistakes

* May 29th 2000.  Written when I was 13yrs Old. I dono what made me to write this and how far I had seen my life, I just wrote it following Myself.








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Poetry Spot




***********       Yaar !!       ***********


Hey Yaar !!
Be Pyaar.. 
Delete War..
Don't Go Far..
Show your Par..
Be a Cedar..
Not a Cipher..
Don't show your Eager
          to miss this Figure.. !!   :P




* 21st July 2001.  Written when I was 15yrs Old. [Actually this was written n gifted to my Friend, Sudeepthi, on her farewell, when she was departing from us]







***********      My Allay !!       ***********


Hey Lovely !!
My ally..
Be Jolly..
My dolly..
Be Friendly..
Try to see this daily,
          Not to forget this Curly..!!    :P




* 21st July 2001.  Written when I was 15yrs Old. [Actually this was written n gifted to my Friend, Madhavi, on her farewell, when she was departing from us]





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స్నేహం



స్నేహం మేఘములాంటిది 



అప్పుడప్పుడు కలిసి ఉంటుంది ..  
             అప్పుడప్పుడు విడిపోతుంది ..



ద్వేశాములాంటి సూర్యుడు, లోపల ఉడకు పుట్టిస్తే ,  
             మేఘము లాంటి సూర్యుడు అడ్డుపడుతుంది ..
             చెల్లగా అయితే  వాన కురిపిస్తుంది ..
             ఘోరమైతే గుడుగులనే కురిపిస్తుంది ....



స్నేహం లాంటి మేఘము,
              శత్రువు లాంటి కొండ ను కప్పేస్తుంది ..
              దానినే చల్లగా చేస్తుంది ...

     ఓ స్నేహమా..!  నువ్వు ఎంత గొప్పది ..   !!!!





* 7th May 2000..  Written when I was 13yrs Old. Felt like confessing after a huge fight with my friend. [Dedicated to My Childhood sweetheart n My Best Friend, 'Harshini']




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నీ స్నేహం


మరుపు రాని తీపిగుర్తు నీ స్నేహం ,
ఎన్ని యుగాలు గడిచినా తీరదు ఈ దాహం ..
మన ఇద్దరి మద్యనున్న ఆ శెనిగ్రహం,
భద్దలవ్వాలి ఆ శకుని దేహం ..
నువ్వే కావాలంది నా కన్నీటి ప్రవాహం,
నిన్ను విడువ లేనంది నా ఉత్సాహం ..
చిరకాలం నిలిచిపోవాలి మన స్నేహం,
ఆడర్శమవ్వాలి మన ఇద్దరి సమూహం ..





* 1st January 2003..   Written when I was 16yrs Old.  [Dedicated to My 'DREAM-come-TRUE' Friend.]

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Rowdy, My Best Friend ?


R ushed into My Life &
O wed for a Beautiful Tomorrow that 
W armed my Heart, with a Supporting Shoulder.
             But suddenly,
D on't know the time twisted and remained as an
Y esterday for ever............................!!!

I Miss You .. 













Behti hawa sa tha woh
Udti patang sa tha woh
Kahan gaya usae dhoondo
Behti hawa sa tha woh
Udti patang sa tha woh
Kahan gaya usae dhoondo
Hum o to raahein thi chalati
Woh khud apni raah banata
Girta, sambhalta, masti mein chalta tha woh
Hum ko kal ki fikar sataati
Woh bus aaj ka jashn manaata
Har lamhe ko khul ke jeeta tha woh
Kahan se aaya tha woh
Chhoo ke humare dil ko
Kahan gaya usae dhoondo
Sulagti dhoop mein chhaaon ke jaisa
Raegistaan mein gaaon ke jaisa
Mann ke ghaav pe marham
Jaisa tha woh
Hum sahme se rehte koovein mein
Woh nadiya mein gotae lagata
Ulti dhara cheer ke tairta tha woh
Baadal awara tha woh
Yaar humara tha woh
Kahan gaya usae dhoondo
Hum ko to raahein thi chalati
Woh khud apni raah banata
Girta, sambhalta, masti mein chalta tha woh
Hum ko kal ki fikr sataati
Woh bus aaj ka jashn manaata
Har lamhe ko khul ke jeeta tha woh
Kahan se aaya tha woh
Chhoo ke humare dil ko
Kahan gaya usae dhoondo

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Found Myself



It's 27th Sept. 2008.
I found my Orkut profile had been deleted. For few seconds.. I felt very bad n of course smiled, so that I got some work to create one more profile.
When I'm about to fill the column 'About ME', I thought to fill it right from my heart. So now I want to scan myself that I can put my personality in words. I put down the words in a white paper, drafted & finally I got as follows :

"Am the Happiest gal in this Universe..
Always...
         Feels complete and loves to have fun all the time.
         Feels Heavenly and lives to the core of my Life.
         Likes to smell every beautiful color of My Life.
.................Am friendly & like to keep my friends smiling by SMILING :)  Parties.. Celebrations.. Outings.. Whatever I love to hang up with my friends.
I have the zeal to accept everything that comes to ME.., Coz, in my way, Am the BEST.
I thinks a lot, but reacts very little as I strongly believes in FAITH but not in FATE.  Very Rigid in either to make or to break the relationships & I can't leave the things behind.
Simply..
I believe that MY LIFE is nothing but
                          Collecting Hearts ..
                             & Treasuring Moments..     "

                      Every word that I have filled is right from my Heart. I found myself grown up from the pretty thoughts of loneliness, Negative feelings & Question marks. Now, I could think broadly & could answer myself for every piece of my thoughts genuinely.

I got a question "How could this happen all of a sudden? "
Ans:  This could happen when I got exposed myself to the society.. to the present situation.. to the outer world, which has been far away from being an Innocent kid, deeply sunk in the Love of My Parents.
Next..
I got one more Question "If suppose I deeply sunk in my Parent's Love, then how come those lonely thoughts? "
Ans:  Actually, those are not my lonely feelings or negative thoughts, they are the pieces which are unfilled.. bored.. empty places as I always tempts to find new colors.. new trends.. where I hoped for more happiness, than usual, often unnoticed that "Happiness" is not in the things I could see. It's in the way how the things I could see. 
..............................  I couldn't mention how come I learn t that way of my happiness, It's all Just Happened!!

I noticed this change only after reading my past days in some of my diary pages while after scanning myself and before drafting my personality

"LIFE" itniiii serious nahiiin hain
                                So Chill !!!

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